proud to go to central April 24, 2011
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woah its pouring!
anyway. today, church was, AWESOME. when i got there i was a little nervous because i didn’t know who i was going to sit with, since my family doesn’t go to church and, on holidays, everyone else is sitting with their families, but thankfully there was a seat next to bryan and michelle
as soon as church started, i just was crying and crying. i’m not sure why. maybe it was because of the interpretive dance and the gospel choir and those box lights and the loudness that made me cry. or maybe it was the fact that my family wasn’t with me. or maybe it was the fact that Jesus really did resurrect. or how happy my soul is that it found rest in God. or how happy i am that i am saved. i don’t know probably all of those. but i was just bawling through most of worship.
sometimes, honestly, i have doubts about my church. its not like my old one. its not as “spirit-led” and i wonder if i’m in a church thats too structured. or the fact that they care about college students but don’t care about supporting me. or how its been so hard to get connected there that i’ve joined things from two different churches now.
but, on days like today, i am proud to go to Central. Mult-ethnic worship, that is glorifying to God. a welcoming environment that isn’t scary to new people, but clearly distinct, filled with joy. it was so much fun to worship God for what he’s done, together there this morning. seriously one of the most fun sundays of the year. Pastor Gay preached an awesome message. It was so evangelistic. He went through the four apologetic points that Lee Strobel came up with for the legitimacy of the resurrection.
and he connected it with true change, giving over our lives to Jesus. and he makes Greek cool. “huper nikao baby”! i know if i was at my old church it would just be a big long sermon about grace and love and wishy washy-ness . my church knows whats up.
and, today iced venti breve iced coffee family finally came up and said hi to me! i’ve been noticing them at church but not totally sure if they were the same ones who are my customers at starbucks. but they are! and they are very nice. also in the parking lot i saw Curt, one of my customers, who came to church with his wife or girlfriend or whatever. he’s not very religious but came with her. she comes often she said. very cool.
The Gospel of Jesus: it was never a formula June 10, 2010
Posted by highofseventyfive in Media, profound thoughts.Tags: donald miller, gospel, Jesus, love, searching for God knows what, sharing
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An excerpt from the book “Searching for God Knows What” by Donald Miller. Page 153-154 says,
It makes me wonder if, because of this reduced version of the claims of Christ, we believe the gospel is easy to understand, a simple mental exercise, not in the least bit mysterious. And if you think about it, a person has a more difficult time explaining romantic love, for instance, or beauty, or the Trinity, than the gospel of Jesus. John would open his gospel by presenting the idea that God is the Word and Jesus is the Word and the Word became flesh and dwelt among us. Not exactly bullet points for easy consumption. Perhaps our reduction of these ideas has caused us to miss something.
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Each year I teach a class on the gospel and culture at a small Bible college back East. This year I asked the students to list the precepts a person would need to understand in order to become a Christian. I stood at the white board and they called out ideas: Man was sinful by nature; sin separates us from God; Jesus died for our sins; we could accept Jesus into our hearts (after some thought, students were not able to explain exactly what they meant by this, only saying it was a kind of interaction in which a person agrees Jesus is the Son of God), and so on. Then, looking at the board, I began to ask some questions about these almost universally accepted ideas. I asked if a person could believe all these ideas were true and yet not be a Christian. I told them my friend Matt, for instance, believed all these ideas and yet would never claim to be a person who knows Jesus or much less follows Him. The students conceded that, in fact, a person could know and even believe all the concepts on the board and yet not be a Christian. “Then there is something missing, isnt’ there?” I said to the class. “It isn’t wateright just yet. there must be some idea we are leaving out, some full-proof thing a person has to agree with in order to have a relatonship with Christ.”
We sat together and looked at the board for several minutes until we conceded we weren’t going to come up with the missing element. I then erased the board and asked the class a different question: “What ideas would a guy need to agree with or what steps would a guy need to take in order to fall in love with a girl?” The class chuckled a bit, but I continued, going so far as to begin a list.
1. A guy would have to get to know her.
I stood back from the board and wondered out loud what the next step might be. “Any suggestions?” I asked the class. We thought about it for a second, and then one of the students spoke up and said, “It isn’t exactly a scientific process.”
this week ROCKS. February 3, 2010
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this week so far:
monday: 6a-2:30. got tip $. went to target with a coworker. Shared the gospel with her !!!
met with potential donors. They said yes. Had an beyond awesome CORE meeting.
tuesday: 5a-1:30. took nap. Got free books in the mail. met with potential donors for dinner. They said yes. Learned cool things about them. Came home, watched American Idol.
wednesday: Met with a potential donor for lunch. She said yes. Found out cool things about her. Had SO MUCH FUN! Visited the Princeton Library folks in admin. Mentoring and large group tonight. some chores and errands until then.
This is SO MUCH FUN!
Been reading 1 Chronicles 28-29 alot. its so cool the way King David just lays the plan out there and just says, “who’s with me?” and all the people contributed willingly. They celebrated and gave from their hearts. And David encourages Solomon with such great words, saying,
“Be strong and courageous, and do the work. Do not be afraid or discouraged, for the LORD God, my God, is with you. He will not fail you or forsake you until all the work for the service of the temple of the LORD is finished. 21 The divisions of the priests and Levites are ready for all the work on the temple of God, and every willing man skilled in any craft will help you in all the work. The officials and all the people will obey your every command.”
I am having such an amazingly fun time doing this. It is great to sit down and listen to people’s stories. Hearing their lives, what God has done. What an amazing blessing fund development is. I wouldn’t want it any other way. It seems hard and crazy, but I am getting so much out of this! I get to see the KINGDOM at work. I get to hear what is happening all around the country, all around hte world, and all around mercer county that i didn’t even know about. wow. and about crazy connections.
and this isn’t even working with students, (which is what i get REALLY jazzed about). haha. this is hilarious. i’m just so full of joy. oh yeah.
so now i’m blasting music and bopping around my house.
Quick! Get a paper towel, a sponge, anything! January 20, 2010
Posted by highofseventyfive in Uncategorized.Tags: christianity, evangelism, fund development, gospel, intervarsity, Jesus, prayer, rider university
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“Quick! Get a paper towel, a sponge, anything!”
The Empty Cup
There was a knock on my open dorm room door, a friday night, freshmen year at TCNJ. Jess and Chris came in with a spiritual survey. Soon they were telling me that Jesus came and died on a cross so people could go to heaven. With a dismissive wave I said, “sure, sure, I know that”. But did I know Him? The things they were saying challenged me. The more they talked, the more intrigued I was by this Jesus guy. That night I dedicated my life to getting to know this captivating God who loved me more than I had realized.
Filling
These two InterVarsity Christian Fellowship students brought me to a group that met weekly on campus, paired me with a mentor, and brought me to church. By the next Fall I was in two small groups studying the Bible. Chris led one about sharing faith, which I joined because they had already shared it with me– I wanted to know how to tell other people too! I attended leadership-training camps, and by junior year I was coordinating evangelism and community service events to reach out to my campus. Senior year found me casting vision as the president of the 220+ member group at The College of New Jersey. My eternity has been impacted by the work of faithful students and staff workers, and I have grown as a leader and a person of character through InterVarsity Christian Fellowship.
Built to Spill
Now, God has called me to be an InterVarsity Campus Staff Member. He is sending me out to invest in students to cultivate another witnessing community like the one that transformed me. You see, as if a glass could contain the sea, that’s the way God is in me. I’ve been filled to overflowing – my life will never be the same!
What_will_you_do? Invest in students. Guide and cultivate witnessing communities so that students can reach each another for Christ, genuinely & relevantly.
So_is_it_like__a job? Yep! In order to begin fulfilling the vision of InterVarsity on campus, I’ll need to raise a salary, kind of like a missionary.
Will_you_be_@TCNJ? I feel called to develop another witnessing community to become as dynamic and passionate as the one that transformed me.
Which_school_then? Rider University, a nearly 6,000 student, Divsion I, private school in Lawrenceville, NJ.
Whens_it_start? I am aiming to be full-time on campus by Fall 2010 (pending support).
How_can_I_help? Glad you asked! Let’s chat about how you can be a part of the vision to reach college students.
This Fall I started volunteering at Rider University. A place where thousands of young adults (tomorrow’s doctors, moms, and professors) are searching for identity, meaning and purpose. Plopped into a community where it’s their job is to be open to ideas and learn, it’s the time for them to figure out what they are supposed to do with the rest of their lives. I’ll invest in these students: Challenge them to pursue healthy relationships; to love people of every ethnicity and culture; train them in Christian principles of leadership to use on the campus, in their churches, communities and in the world. Most importantly, I’ll guide and cultivate witnessing communities so that students can reach one another for Christ, with genuine love and acute relevance.
InterVarsity’s vision, Students and Faculty Transformed, Campuses Renewed, and World Changers Developed, is essentially to give vision. To give students the chance to see the incomparably great power and love of God– for them. To watch God take that and give them the chance to make the campus a better place to live and learn. To give students a peek at the world through God’s eyes, and give them a clear picture of how they can create lasting change in their lifetime.
Sound exciting? (I sure think so). Would you consider partnering with me financially or in prayer as God spills out of me onto the campus? Click here to do just that! Give
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my transformative story November 4, 2009
Posted by highofseventyfive in Design, profound thoughts, theology.Tags: copy-paste, create new, God, gospel, transformation
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whats better? to copy paste or to make something new?
if you asked an artist, or a composer, what would their response be? copying someone else’ ideas and stamping them as your own is wrong. and just not creative. i’d see some fingers wagging in disapproval at that one.
think about the first day of every class you’ve ever taken. whats on the syllabus? “don’t plagiarize”. or what? they’ll expel you!
Main Entry: pla·gia·rizePronunciation: \ˈplā-jə-ˌrīz also -jē-ə-\Function: verbto steal and pass off (the ideas or words of another) as one’s own : use (another’s production) without crediting the source
if you decided to copy paste an article from wikipedia and plop it at the beginning of your essay, a teacher wouldn’t get too far before they got suspicious, and maybe just went ahead and gave you a big fat F. instead, they want you to be able to say in your own words, to take the information all around you, and make it your own, otherwise, it is inauthentic.
i’ve seen this theme played out in my life. growing up, i copy-pasted social cues, cultural ideas, and faith beliefs from whatever I saw around me. Whether it was Oprah, or going to church every now and then, or what I was exposed to during holidays. But I didn’t see anything wrong with it, because the people I saw seemed to be doing the same thing. No one lived out the stuff they were teaching or learning, except maybe those really Holy people, but instead just plopped things onto their lives and went around doing whatever they pleased.
One day two people came to tell me about their faith. They asked me all sorts of questions, and I knew the answers mostly. They didn’t seem to believe me (consider that a copy-paste life doesn’t always resonate as being genuine) and so they shared the story of Jesus. They told me that he came and lived as a man because He had compassion on us, and longed for us to be in a relationship with Him. Each and every one of us. They talked about how we weren’t good enough to be with God in heaven because no matter how much we try, we sin and aren’t perfect. They said that Jesus came and died as a sacrifice, and came back to life, defeating death (the only person to ever do that mind you). After this we could trust that God really did this and hang out with God the way we hang out with our friends or people that we love. That was the only way to be in Heaven, and the question that really struck me was, “would Jesus be able to say I knew Him, when I die?”
Right then and there I committed to being in a relationship with this Jesus guy, to learn more about him, find out what it meant to follow Him. It was so compelling, how much He loved us!
What’s neat about this, is that instead of copy-pasting this new set of ideas or cravings on top of my old self, God cut out the old, and put in something new. Think about it, if you suddenly got an epiphany while writing your essay, and start to actually write it yourself, but you didn’t delete the plagiarized part from before, the teacher wouldn’t even get that far! Big Fat “F”. The only way to be new, would be to cut out the old. I wanted to be new, I wanted it to be for real, for it to be MY story and not someone else’. I needed to stop copy-pasting, and actually make it my own.
instead of copy-pasting this new set of ideas or cravings on top of my old self, God cut out the old, and put in something new.
In 2 Corinthians 5:17 it says, “Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come”. This couldn’t explain it better!
So, as an artist, and as a person genuinely seeking to live life as authentically as possible, I’ve found its better to create new than to copy-paste.
What does it look like that God made me new? He changed my heart. It says he takes out your heart of stone and gives you a heart of flesh. Meaning, He’s going to give you a heart that wants to love Him back.
One way He did this, was to open my eyes to new ways of looking at the things in my life. For instance; all through high school i had this verocious appetite for music. my friends and i would discover new bands like you brush your teeth. ALL the time! (i hope, ew, you don’t? you’re gross!) But I would just download it, or we’d burn it from each other, never buy it. While I think this issue is quite minimal, for me, it was more about my heart, than about the action. My heart was greedy, gluttonous, to have everything I wanted, without any consequences. More, more more. and with shortcuts. tax fraud, stealing clothes, cheating on a test, are all ways to get the end result without having to do anything hard, without giving up anything you already have to get it. God helped me see that this was counter to the way He wanted my heart to be as I followed Him. And so he changed my appetite for music! I started wanting music a little less. I also decided to start buying CD’s instead. Now, I do spend a decent amount of money on CD’s, but the way I view music, and money even, has changed dramatically. God didn’t change who I was necessarily. He didn’t change my passion and inkling for indie bands that no one’s ever heard of. But He did change the way I look at acquiring them, and what those things really meant to me. Does this make sense? I mean, thats just one little example.
Moral of the story, if you’re copy-pasting in your life; just plopping faith, or all sorts of beliefs, on top of who you are, people are going to be able to tell. They’re going to know you’re confused, they’re going to question why you don’t practice what you preach. That’s what people call a hypocrite. and actually, according to merriam webster, the only kind of hypocrite is a religious one! verrrry interesting, look!
hypocrite:
a person who puts on a false appearance of virtue or religion
a person who acts in contradiction to his or her stated beliefs or feelings
make faith your own. because what’s neat is, God cuts out the old, and creates a new life in you, that can live forever, who can talk with Him, and participate in the divine nature and things in His kingdom.
Yep, that’s my story, and I’m stickin’ to it!
just-in-case faith September 20, 2009
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Jeff Bell came and was a guest speaker at church today. He’s Jeremy’s brother, from Indiana. He gave one of the most compelling gospel presentations today. It was “bring a friend sunday” which i totally forgot about. But the message was sooo good! He talked out of Acts 17, saying how the people of Athens had an unknown god amongst their idols, “just-in-case” they missed one. Likewise today, if we come to church just on Christmas and Easter, or when we really need something or come into a rut, we have just-in-case faith. This is a hard place to be in. Our lives are are centered around in fact no faith at all, and we pray or attend church just-in-case God is really there. Or we might have a buddha in one room, a statue of the virgin mary, a kabbala bracelet, etc, again– just-in-case.
But Jeff told us that we can have a just-Jesus faith. Because Jesus is the hero that conquered all, who’s big enough and powerful enough to handle anything, and worth giving our whole lives to. Jesus is the answer.
The thing that struck me today, was part of his message for believers. We looked at Matthew 8:5-10,13 where it says that a centurion came to Jesus asking for help to heal one of his servants. Jesus says, “I will go and heal him”. The centurion says, dude, you could just say it, from here, and it would happen! you are the Lord! I’m a guy of authority, i tell people what to do and they do it. How much more will that be so for you! (that was my paraphrase)
When Jesus heard this, he was astonished and said to those following him, “I tell you the truth, I have not found anyone in Israel with such great faith.
Then Jesus said to the centurion, “Go! It will be done just as you believed it would.” And his servant was healed at that very hour.
Jeff asked us, if Jesus would be stopped in his tracks, astonished, by our faith, or by our lack of faith.
and the youth group band played, which meant there was way more energy in the room, it sounded awesome, and we rocked as we worshiped God!
at least the drive is BEAUTIFUL! September 4, 2009
Posted by highofseventyfive in documenting life.Tags: boardwalk, Design, east west connection, evangelism, frenchtown, gospel, heaven, pittstown, revelation generation, volunteering
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so, last night, i was able to share the gospel with: over 20 people. To God be the glory!
you should come to the boardwalks in point pleasant. or to princeton. its a blast. and the Lord is glorified. and you’re a seed planter. moving people up a link in their chain. and sharing the story, what a beautiful and TRUE and compelling story it is.
bad pic, but there’s me and brenden talking to 8 teenagers and sharing the gospel, and answering their questions.
today, i went to my first day at a temp job, just a few days working on a project at an event/creative services company in pittstown. my entire job is to plop words and pictures into a template in indesign. YES. beauty. sometimes i really like doing the grunt work because it means there is no pressure to be creative, and you don’t get critiqued or told to do it again.
so far i’ve got alot done, and i don’t think it will really take 20-30 hours (although the money would be great) but i’d rather to a good, quick job, and be more likely to be hired again from that company, than to take my time to get the money.
i was so nervous going into it, because i had no idea what to expect, with the company, the boss, the work, the dress code, everything. but it was a great first day and i’m excited to go sit in a cubicle again for 8 hours.
then i rushed home to get to work by 6, there til 10. i’m exhausted. and i LOVE it.
it just feels so good to be productive. and dress up for work and not just an interview. after work going directly to revgen. then home, sleep, and back to revgen again saturday. lots more rita’s and temping in the next week. yay for being busy. and on top of that, NSO at Rider starts! wooty wootums! i dont even know how much i’ll be able to attend now that i’ve got this project. but praise God that he DOES provide, just oddly enough at a time when i actually wouldn’t mind NOT working, haha. because i’m having to kind of give up and switch around the things i already had planned or had wanted to do. but its okay! i’m also really really thankful that i have a car that runs well and can get me back and forth to all these places.
( i think its funny that pittstown and frenchtown are 15 minutes from each other) so i drove up there on saturday, today, hopping over to revgen, back again saturday, and tuesday, and wednesday… haha. at least the drive is BEAUTIFUL! 202, route 12, yaaays.
ok i have to go change the laundry and make my lunch if i can find anything in the house and potentially arrange breakfast too, cause i have to get up mad early. here’s the company where i’m at for the next few days: EastWestConnection
rejecting Jesus August 13, 2009
Posted by highofseventyfive in theology.Tags: being good, gospel, irreligion, moral law, rejection, religion, sin
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“he knew that the best way to avoid Jesus was to avoid sin.” If you are avoiding sin and living morally so that God will have to bless and save you, then ironically, you may be looking to Jesus as a teacher, model and helper but you are avoiding him as Savior. You are trusting in your own goodness rather than in Jesus for your standing with God. You are trying to save yourself by following Jesus.
That, ironically, is a rejection of the gospel of Jesus. It is a Christianized form of religion. It is possible to avoid Jesus as Savior as much by keeping all the Biblical rules as by breaking them. Both religion (in which you build your identity on your moral achievements) and irreligion (in which you build your identity on some other secular pursuit or relationship) are, ultimately, spiritually identical courses to take. Both are “sin”. Self-salvation through good works may produce a great deal of moral behavior in your life, but inside you are filled with self-righteousness, cruelty, and bigotry, and you are miserable. You are always comparing yourself to other people, and you are never sure you are being good enough. You cannot, there, deal with your hideousness and self-absorption through the moral law, by trying to be a good person through an act of the will. You need a complete transformation of the very motives of your heart.
The Reason for God- Timothy Keller, page 177
You make everything glorious June 27, 2009
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remember when Yellowcard was really cool? I heard their song Ocean Avenue on the radio tonight on my way home again. I really liked yellowcard.
There’s a piece of you that’s here with me
It’s everywhere I go, it’s everything I see
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

So, tonight was just amazing. amazing! i went out with chuck to princeton. Joe came! so cool! and then bobby and andrew met us. i met them for the first time, both really cool guys. i got to share the gospel many times! woooohooooo!
i got to share with one kid who’s eyes were just WIDE the entire time. he had never heard ANYTHING about Jesus. He didn’t ever celebrate Christmas. He didn’t know Jesus was born and lived on this earth. NOTHING. when I said that God could talk to people, he was like, REALLY?! and when I said that God loves us SO MUCH, he’s like, really?!
it was just the most beautiful and authentic experience. Here I was, just getting to share the awesomeness of God, how much He loves us. uninterrupted by skeptic questions or jaded experiences. PURE CURIOUSITY! it was just, so, amazing. I felt God with me and I said all sorts of stuff that actually made sense! and I was able to share who God was, to the best of my ability through his power. I was going to give him my bible because he asked for one, but he wouldn’t take it cause he felt bad.
it was one of those talks where he was TRACKING. and i was willing to give him my highlighted-”i know where everything is”-i have notes in this, bible. it would have been worth it. i just wanted him to know the God of the universe, that I didn’t care that i was giving up my bible. and while he didn’t take it, it felt SO COOL to be so sell-out for jesus, even though bibles are only like $20. i just felt so willing to give it to him. just, “here, you should have this” and that felt REALLY good.
and he heard! he heard! and what he does with it, i don’t know. i don’t have any control, but he heard! he heard who Jesus was and I REALLY feel like something happened in him.
its times like these where i really feel confident that God is who he says he is, that i feel like my feet are beautiful because i share his story, that i have purpose and that my life CAN glorify God. And, all this shouldn’t be about me, but this is how i’ve come to experience the God of the universe–through evangelism.
and go back to the phone call thing. am i glad God called because I’m so great, its no wonder He called me, or I am just so thrilled that God would call that all I can talk about is God. Yes, let it be the second one.
God is SO COOL! and He’s Holy and set apart, He’s righteous, a good and just judge, he is loving, forgiving, gracious, his love is EXTRAVAGANT! And he sent Jesus to be the punishment we deserve. What a beautiful, beautiful story of the greatest love there can ever be. wow.
these are the nights that i breathe in deep with the sunroof open, look at the grey-purple clouds against the black sky and just “know”. I just am, and God is with me, and He is glorious.
You make everything glorious
And I am Yours
What does that make me?
How to Start & Build Jesus-following Community (and how to influence a culture) according to the Bible. April 26, 2009
Posted by highofseventyfive in theology.Tags: community, deceit, early church, gospel, healing, Jesus, Peter
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How to Start & Build Jesus-following Community (and how to influence a culture) according to the Bible. Part 2
Part 2: A study of Acts 4 & 5
What I didn’t realize was how important Peter was in the early church. He denies Jesus three times, he’s total, “jello” as a friend puts it. He just cannot seem to keep it together, even when Jesus asks him specifically to love and tend to his people. But then the day of Pentecost comes, Peter is filled with the power of the Holy Spirit, and from there he becomes an unstoppable force.
Observing the early church you find Peter healing people. Healing, a miracle, a sign, that would point to God’s “God-ness”, became a draw for people, who would come from all over just to stand in the shadow of Peter’s presence. Many came to faith through the miracles performed through the power of God by Peter and the other apostles. (Acts 5:12-16)
Along with these healings, they would plainly preach the gospel of Jesus. They were clear to point to the Lord for all the power and all the things seen by the people. The apostles has boldness. They spoke of Jesus boldly, where they knew they would be persecuted. And they were thrown in jail—multiple times.
“Salvation is found in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to men by which we must be saved.” Acts 4:12
It is neat to look at the intense tie between teaching and healing. Just dissect this part: “For that a notable sign has been performed through them is manifest to all the inhabitants of Jerusalem, and we cannot deny it. But in order that it may spread no further among the people, let us warn them to speak no more any one in this name.” so they called them and charged them not to speak or teach at all in the name of Jesus.”
They recognize the sign, and say, “it” may spread no longer (what really is the “it”?). They say, “no more teaching! No more speaking!” they don’t say, “no more healing!” I think that healing without teaching is useless. There are plenty of flukes and strange coincidences around us. But unless someone points a miracle or healing to the Lord, they are of no value. And here the Sadducees recognize the power of the Word.
Jesus-following community PR. (public relations):
Public Relations –noun
1. the actions of a corporation, store, government, individual, etc., in promoting goodwill between itself and the public, the community, employees, customers, etc.
Jesus-following community is recognized by outside communities by the following attributes:
amazing miracles
o “What are we going to do with these men?” they asked. “Everybody living in Jerusalem knows they have done an outstanding miracle, and we cannot deny it.” Acts 4:16
o The apostles performed many miraculous signs and wonders among the people…they were highly regarded by the people… more and more men and women believed in the Lord and were added to their number. As a result, people brought the sick into the streets and laid them on beds and mats so that at least Peter’s shadow might fall on some of them as he passed by. Crowds gathered also from the towns around Jerusalem, bringing their sick and those tormented by evil spirits, and all of them were healed. Acts 5:12-16
being like Jesus
o “When they saw the courage of Peter and John and realized that they were unschooled, ordinary men, they were astonished and they took note that these men had been with Jesus.” Acts 4:13
persuasive teaching
o “…the apostles were teaching the people and proclaiming in Jesus the resurrection of the dead…But many who heard the message believed, and the number of men grew to about five thousand.” Acts 4:2-4
o “For we cannot help speaking about what we have seen and heard.” Acts 4:20
o “We gave you strict orders not to teach in this name”, he said. “Yet you have filled Jerusalem with your teaching and are determined to make us guilty of this man’s blood”. Acts 5:28
o “Day after day, in the temple courts and from house to house, they never stopped teaching and proclaiming the good new that Jesus is the Christ.” Acts 5:42
the crowd/followers
o “They could not decide how to punish them, because all the people were praising God for what had happened.” Acts 4:21
o “…they were highly regarded by the people. Nevertheless, more and more men and women believed in the Lord and were added to their number.” Acts 5:13-14
o “…They did not use force, because they feared that the people would stone them.” Acts 5:26
obedience/repping JC under pressure
o “They had Peter and John brought before them and began to question them: “By what power or what name did you do this?” Then Peter, filled with the Holy Spirit, said to them: “rulers and elders…then know this you and all the people of Israel: It is by the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth…” Acts 4: 7-10
o “…commanded them not to speak or teach at all in the name of Jesus. But Peter and John replied, “judge for ourselves whether it is right in God’s sight to obey you rather than God. For we cannot help speaking about what we have seen and heard.” Acts 4:18-20
o “With great power the apostles continued to testify to the resurrection of the Lord Jesus, and much grace was upon them all.” Acts 4:33
o “Go, stand in the temple courts,” he said, “and tell the people the full message of this new life.” At daybreak they entered the temple courts, as they had been told, and began to teach the people.” Acts 5:20-21
o …“We must obey God rather than men!” Acts 5:29
Jesus-following community Values:
Values- the ideals, customs, institutions, etc., of a society toward which the people of the group have an affective regard. These values may be positive, as cleanliness, freedom, or education, or negative, as cruelty, crime, or blasphemy.
Values of (and within) the Jesus-following community according to Acts 4-5:
News/updates from the mission field:
o Peter and John went back to their own people and reported all that the chief priests and elders had said to them.” Acts 4:23
Corporate Prayer:
o “When they heard this. They raised their voices together in prayer to God.” Acts 4:24
(What they prayed for)
• “…enable your servants to speak your word with great boldness. Stretch out your hand to heal and perform miraculous signs and wonder through the name of your holy servant Jesus.” Acts 4:29-30
Unity:
o “All the believers were one in heart and mind.” Acts 4:32
Sharing/frugality:
o “…No one claimed that any of his possessions was his own, but they shared everything they had.” Acts 4:32
Honesty:
o “…how is it that Satan has so filled your heart that you have lied to the Holy Spirit…?” Acts 5:3
What does the impact of deception/unconfessed sin have in a witnessing community?
Here is the first recorded sin in the new Jesus-following community.
To recap the story in Acts 5, we see how everyone was sharing with one another and making great sacrifices for the good of this shamble of believers. Sometimes that meant selling land or house. One couple sold a plot of land, and they gave the money over, as a sacrifice of sorts, making a public display of I guess. They didn’t give the whole amount (but they said they did). When Peter confronts first he husband, then the wife, they both drop dead!
Love of praise for generosity and love for money led to this sin. It’s a warning to us, that God can’t be mocked.
“Do not be deceived: God cannot be mocked. Man reaps what he sows. The one who sows to please his sinful nature, from that nature will reap destruction; the one who sows to please the Spirit, from the Spirit will reap eternal life. Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good to all people especially to those who belong to the family of believers.” Galatians 6:7-9
The couple had a right to keep back whatever they chose, but to make it appear that they had given it all when they had not, was a sin (deceit/lying). Was dying really a proper consequence? Seems a little harsh. My Bible note says, If no dire consequences had followed this act of sin, the results among the believers would have been serious when the deceit became known. Not only would dishonesty appear profitable but the conclusion that the Spirit could be deceived would follow. It was important to set the course properly at the outset in order to leave no doubt that God will not tolerate such hypocrisy and deceit.
The deceit would have harmed the community itself. But also, I think of the impact it would have on outsiders. If its found out that the prosperity and joy and sharing that goes on within the community is contrived, false, not totally dependent on God, distrust will arise. And, most importantly, people won’t believe God. If all the believers are going around saying, “look how God is providing for us!” and turns out some people are just themselves not trusting God totally by keeping back some, its going to look like they just make the whole thing up. Not a good way to witness. Its neat actually, to see that God made a move right there to just stop nonsense in its tracks. It says next that “ Non one else dared join them”. No pretenders or half-hearted followers risked identification with the believers.
What does that mean for us today? The church is CHOCK FULL of deceit. I think that’s why so many people think it’s a scam (cause some places it IS). Why has God allowed it to happen? How come not every liar is knocked down dead on the spot? Are there any correlations to half-hearted believers then, and now?
So, in order to glorify God most, we have to trust Him better. And, call our brothers and sisters out on things that we see happening. Because by letting them go, we are hurting God’s reputation—which goes back to PR thing I suppose.







