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purpose: to put, place September 16, 2009

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Q. What is the chief end of man?
A. Man’s chief end is to glorify God, and to enjoy him forever.

last night, elizabeth brought up an excellent point. Jesus didn’t do anything “worthwhile”, or, he didn’t start his ministry, until he was 30.

huh, doesn’t that take the pressure off quit a bit? i mean, here i am 22,  graduated college, and all of a sudden i expect to be making great change in the world, having a job with health insurance, paying my college loans, finding a place to live, start having “purpose”. well? we’re so antsy these days, with no patience for the things God has stored up for us. The pressure from the world to leave college and become a fully-realized purposeful person is seemingly insurmountable.

how do I know that my super duper awesome mind boggling purpose isn’t until I’m 30? or 82? or that i’ve already had it? (how bout THEM apples). apparently my only job is what it says in

Romans 8:28, “And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. 29For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the likeness of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers.

Romans 12:2, “Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this word, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is– his good, pleasing and perfect will.”

a quick study on Purpose:

[Middle English purpos, from Anglo-Norman, from purposer, to intend : pur-, forth (from Latin prō-; see pro-1) + poser, to put; see pose1.]

Purpose is the cognitive awareness in cause and effect linking for achieving a goal in a given system, whether human or machine. Purpose serves to change the state of conditions in a given environment, usually to one with a perceived better set of conditions or parameters from the previous state. This change is the motivation that serves the focus of control and goal orientation.

“There is a fundamental human need for guiding ideals that give meaning to our actions”, states Roger Fisher. Renowned psychiatrist Victor Frankl’s premise is that ‘man’s search for meaning’ is the primary motivation of his life. He speaks of the ‘will to meaning’ as opposed to Freud’s’ ‘will to pleasure’ and Friedrich Nietzsche’s ‘will to power’.

First attested in cpurposewordle.1290, from earl Old French porpos “aim, intention”, purpose is related to from porposer “to put forth,” from Vulgar Latin corruption of por- “forth” (Latin pro- “forth”) and Old French poser “to put, place”.[1] Purpose is related to the term pose used from 1374 as to “put in a certain position,” or “suggest, propose, suppose, assume,” a term use in Late Latin debating (c.300–c.700) from pausare “to halt, rest, pause”.[2]

[Middle English purpos, from Anglo-Norman, from purposer, to intend : pur-, forth (from Latin prō-; see pro-1) + poser, to put; see pose1.]

(make one of these! its from Wordle)

so if the word purpose could also mean: aim, intention, put forth, to put, place, put in a certain position, suggest, propose, suppose, assume, halt, rest, pause. This forces us to ask a few questions.

can you acquire purpose? can you earn or ask for it? or must it be delegated, designated? is it an action or just a state of being? does there need to be an achievable goal to have it? Is a purpose the same as a reason? it seems like, purpose is doled out like the newspapers are thrown on your driveway. It is put there, then, and only then, does purpose exist. So someone has to do the putting. We put purpose into something for a reason. We say, “well the purpose of what i’m doing is to _____”, or “my purpose is to ______”. There is a reason, an aim, a goal, that gives something enough value to consider it purpose. To consider that something was MADE to achieve this goal, really is just because of the placement of its value upon it. It is set, rested, placed, paused, at the place it needs to be.

We can give purpose to light switches, guitars, and processes like evaporation, but that is because we can see both the beginning and the end. And really, even that could be subjective. The purpose of a guitar for me, is to be played, to make music. The purpose of it for someone else might be to smash it at a rock show.

We have decided that it is reasonable to conclude that the purpose of evaporation is to get water back in the sky, so it can more easily travel by the wind, to somewhere else, to rain and water the ground. But the only reason we can say that, is because we watched water come down, go back up, and come back down again. We see it keeping a cycle going, and keeping life on our planet.

I don’t think that we can give ourselves purpose. I think our job is to discover our already pre-determined purpose. Can you do enough good things to earn purpose? I guess so; you could win enough votes to run an office; You could see a need, and invent yourself into the solution. But still, in order to actually obtain purpose, it needs to be acknowledged or approved of, by some higher or other source.

Is purpose only purpose if a clear goal is within vision? Can something be purposeless? In my thinking, nothing can be without purpose, because God is a god of order. Everything has purpose. We have purpose. Our ultimate purpose, as far as I can tell from the Bible, is to glorify God and be in relationship with Him. This is the aim and intention suggested and put forth by God. He has placed value in us. Our mini-purposes are many and constant. I think what gets in the way is, reason. What is the reason that we must glorify God? Why must we be in relation with Him? Why? And so we confuse purpose and reason, and feel that we need a reason to have a purpose.

Reason:  Reason, cause, motive are terms for a circumstance (or circumstances) which brings about or explains certain results. A reason is an explanation of a situation or circumstance which made certain results seem possible or appropriate: The reason for the robbery was the victim’s display of his money. The cause is the way in which the circumstances produce the effect, that is, make a specific action seem necessary or desirable: The cause was the robber’s extreme need of money. A motive is the hope, desire, or other force which starts the action (or an action) in an attempt to produce specific results: The motive was to get money to buy food for his family.

“Purpose serves to change the state of conditions in a given environment”. Our purpose is to love God, but God is never-changing. So, loving God must actually mean not change in Him, but in us and our environment. Funny! Our purpose seemingly for someone else, is actually for us! Now, don’t loop that around and say our purpose then is for ourselves. That is where the world has gone completely wacky. But, if God intends for us to love Him, and receive His love, that is in turn transformative. And since there is only one end of the equation to be changed, loving God changes us. Our purpose is to start to match God, not only in “image” but in totality (heart, character, virtue, holiness). God knows what is best for us, because He created us, and put forth our purpose. To match him, to reflect him, to pour him out, is to glorify him.

Q. What is the chief end of man?
A. Man’s chief end is to glorify God, and to enjoy him forever.

comments welcome.

cry in my throat, water in my eyes August 27, 2009

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so, I like sound of crickets.

today was, a good day. i slept terribly last night, kept waking up and having all sorts of awful dreams. woke up around 10 finally, ran a few errands, went to work from 1-5. went and hung out dinner and a movie with derouvi. it was nice just the two of us. she’s super duper. kind of upset that no one else could make it and it couldn’t be a get together for networking/encouragement, but w/e.

the movie, Post Grad, summed up ALOT of what i’ve been feeling. but then of course, at the end of hte movie she gets her dream job, realizes she doesn’t want it , and moves to new york on a whim and is in love with a boy and happily ever after. i kinda wish the movie just ended with her still living at her parents house for a whole year and dealing with all the stuff in her town or something.

carol burnett is hilarious though.

after the movie we parted ways, at 9ish. and i broke down. i cried and cried and just drove aimlessly for about an hour, through west windsor in the fields (not actually IN the fields of course) until i hit  rt 130 and then drove ALL the way back from near hightstown. and cried, and cried and cried. and kept track number 9, “out of the ground” by John Mark Mcmillan on repeat. i really like the electric guitar in it. they are hauntingly epic.

i miss college SO MUCH. tonight was the ice cream social. part of the first week of school NSO. its like, eating me alive. today i took a little time to be with God, but, a distracted short time before work. and the verse I read was  Hebrews 12:3 which says

“Consider him who endured such opposition from sinful men, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart.”

well, I’m not really sure where i’m at, if i’ve lost heart or not. it seems so silly probably, to others, to be so “oh woe is me” all the time, about–college. but there is something severely life-altering by my graduation. I’ll say it again i’ve never loved anything more than college. and what is so terrible, is it seems like i can’t go visit for a certain amount of time. but maybe i will give up on what people might think of me, or what i’m “allowed” to do. maybe i’ll just invade territory that is no longer mine. maybe i’ll be selfish. maybe i’ll just show up all the GD time. maybe i’ll just always be there. and people wont know the difference. and i wont care. and i’ll live in a dream.  i’ll be a crazy person. i’ll live in denial of the break up of the thing that stole my heart. not a boy, but a time. an era. a place. a feeling. a mission field.

i cannot WAIT to serve on campus. to really BE there. and actually have a good reason. this in the meantime business is absolutely killing me. and whats strange, is this is seeming less and less like a call from God, and more and more like fullfilling my own strong desires. Am I just doing this to avoid the “real world” or trying to live in some sort of fairy tale?

No, I’m glad I’m going through this time. its absolutely terrible. And i think instead, its reinforcing my deep longing for the campus. its not REALLY for me, deep down. Its for the fact that there is no other place that has felt more like my mission field, no other place that I felt truly purposeful. There are so many broken, hurt, empty people who need Jesus. Jesus deserves the glory and my obedience.  I have never seen somewhere with such potential, such life, vitality, and experiment. its exquisite, romantic. yes. campus minstry. sounds so blah when it rolls off the tounge. i should come up with another word for it. because it is so much much much much much much more.

someone should have done a better job preparing us for this.

oh and on another note that tends to bother me: everyone and their flipping uncle is getting engaged! i’m sorry, but it just feels like a stab in the gut everytime another couple gets engaged. we are LIKE  2o something! gosh! and pretty soon i’ll have no friends left. and next summer, i will the most broke as a joke person, how are we going to do all these weddings!?! c&c, j&k, c&d, t&d, k&t, and now maybe if facebook informs me correctly, a&m?

i’d much rather just be happy for them. oh yes. i would.

and i really should avoid facebook. it shows me how the world has turned and left me here.